This is a true story. I will try to keep it short and it might or might not frighten some of you in the end.
Shortly after i read the Ben drowned story halfway, something happened and i went into a crazed state for a few weeks. Now i would like to give a clearer picture what it felt like but i am afraid i CAN NOT do that.
While basically struggling to stay sane i started to type very RANDOM thoughts and whole sentences into my google search that are unsettling to say the least. The Problem is, save for a few written down in a notebook as well, most of those entries are lost cause i was erasing my browsing history on a daily basis and forgot it all except for one thing, i finished the Ben drowned read.
The next day i recovered and opened my you tube home page and the first video name was " im glad you did that".
A shiver ran down my spine.
I still write some entries into google till today and am not sure why.